U must b working very hard now.. u try to make urself not to think much n forget about  some things by making urself bz like hell..  If this is the way 2 make u feel better.. i wish u all da best.. pls just keep ur promise to take a gd k of urself no matter wat.. ur not a machine.. no one is.. even a machine needs some rest to recharge n work again. don't try so hard 2 do stg in order 2 compensate the thing that u think u've made it wrong..pls.. coz u knw.. u really have done so many things for me.. n they're more than enuff.. Take k..

It's 0627 in the morning..
Tired.. wanna blog but just too tired..

Went to Melacca yest. Couldn't meet up with sin coz she has exam soon..Furthermore, it was a bit rush for her..However, had met up with my gd fren Qiang..  We went to Korean restaurant n we really ate so much there n the fd was just nice!! Will go there again for sure! Then, we went to have a walk and went to sea..we sat down on the beach n had a chat.. He understands me well as we have so many things in common.. Had a chat with him about my things tat going on lately.. Qiang, thank u for coming to melacca n ur time for me.. ur really my gd gd fren!!  i wish u all the best in everything ya.. u knw wat, u can go thru the obstacles too.. trust me.. i really und  ur feeling n wat ur going thru now.. hop u won't neglect ur health too ok.. Really happy to c u tat day Qiang..  tat was a memorable moment with u..

Brandon, thx for everything in the past.. Back then, i was like a lil' gal.. somehow, a relationship shouldn't be maintained by only one..but is by both parties.. perhaps, tat wasn't a gd timing for us.. There were really many things happened to us n some pros tat couldn't b solved clearly between u n me.. It was sad, but we knw, we must make a decision on it.. I had tried to maintain..but just couldn't.. I'm sorry for everything..mayb the words that i hurt u and added on the uneccesary extra pressure to u. I din mean it.. just tat there were really many things occured..n yet.. we couldn't make it clear once again..No matter wat in the past.. we knw tat we must move on to the future.. I wish u all the best with ur soulmate.. n thx for teaching me when i needed to improve better..thx

Ho, u were a gd listener.. we just started our relationship too fast n we really lacked of communication to knw each other better.. u were a gd fren to b with b4 the hooked up.. even the time was very short, i appreciate everything tat u've done for me, the things tat u have taught me n shared with me. sorry if i made u feel like i was not a gd gal.. mayb we just don't knw each other very well..therefore, many mis-communications happened. Anyways, hope u live on ur life happily with ur love one.. always..  work is work, gotta take a gd k of urself ok! Dont' smoke so much.. u knw, u did smoke so much... hope u really less the cigerattes now.. ur health..is all bout ur health ok! Anyways, wish u all the best ..

For everyone who loved me or loving me, i really appreciate it..really.. u all treat me sincerely, i knw..but just tat i need to b'come a better person b4 i accept anyone of u.. i don't wish the same failure happens again.. i need to confirm everything b4 any decisions i make.. Thank u god tat u've sent many gd persons to me during the time, not their pro actually.. is my pro.. i don't wish anyone hurts in the end.. coz i had experience it n i just don't want to b a selfish person.. i'll knw who is the right one..There r few tat i'm considering... just let everything meant to b..  with the blessing, everything will b going smoother..

Thank u god.. sincerely..